Starting....

Am I too free in my life? Well, not really. I started to be a blogger just bcoz I want to record down what I feel at that moment in my life. I want to do this for a long time ady, just that I'm lazy, so it have been postponed until now.

Who am I? I'm just an ordinary girl who is still finding ways to survive in this world, and also who is still finding a big dream for myself to achieve. It is sad to say that I don't really have a dream to achieve now. Coffee shop, pets, clothing, have a good life, loved husband, travel around the world....blar blar blar....as we know it is easy to dream, day-dream, when sleep....but mostly, it is just a dream. I don't really know what I want, and I got a lot of negative side: selfish, lazy, scare, unable to make decision, etc...this make me become not brave enough to start up or even insist on things. Sometime, I give myself a lot of time to think on myself. But it is useless at most of the time bcoz what I did is just only think without any actions. It just like I'm thinking too much ady. Do I know myself well? NO, I don't really know who I am. What i know is only try to do what is right and what is my duty and try my very best to escape from being regretted on what I have done. but sometime things are always go to a different side which is not what you want or what you wish for.

Oops~ ==, looks like I'm out of the topic now...
Anyway, hope it is a good start for me and I can persist it to an unlimited time period...

P/S: Erm, actually there is a childhood's dream that I have achieved now. I used to dream for driving my own dream car, and now, I have my own car--although under my dad's name--, and it can be included as my dream car: small, tall, and looks cute. Second hand or not? Not in mine consideration...as long as it is suitable for me and i like it, that will done everything.